(before i start, anyone concerning Mr DAVID AW / daddy AW, please refer to the bottom post first :D )

Six more days to lahu! :D
happyhappy. joelynn went to cut her hair for lahu. i wonder if i should. so tht it'll be easier for the trip. hahah. anw, today is a freaking hell damn boring day can. nothing to do one.. tskkkkk... twin and yujing watching xia dao siao on computer, then i go say twin bo xim, never call me. then she believe.. lol!
anw, volleyball camp was FUN TTM! i loved it manszxc. the bbq was really fun. got all the left overs, then we went around feeding ppl and say 'xin ku ni le' then force them eat. LOL. all started with lingting and caroline they all. then watched movie and stuff. i loved it man.

i freaking hope principal dont close down volleyball. or she really is ..... cause she told us she wont close down volleyball the other time when she wanted to meet all the CCA leaders one lor. just leave us alone cannot meh? kns.. anw, 2e3 class bbq. turned out that only less than half turned up. then oni got nicholas, kenny, menghong peiting alvinez and i ton that night. super fun sia.. hahah. we go night cycling from area E cycle until area A, which is quite far. then played tai de and did something, which is a secret among us. :)

then went to cycle again, this time its the other direction. until the OBS campsite, then went back. then rested and we slept oni for less than an hour. then missed the sun rise. hahah! but i watched the sun set! :) the rest went home then i waited for my parents. then sat under the sun even more. made me damn burnt. hahah..then the moment my parents came, had to pei them eat breakfast. then went arnd walkwalk. then went home. slep 3 hours? then went to family gathering. then is like eat steamboat. then got the bbq thingy on the steamboat. so i bbq again..

today supposed to celebrate early b'day for huiwen. but i overslept due to the lack of sleep the past few nights. then never go. then kuku suying, i didnt save her number. then she text me. then i asked replied her question and asked 'you are?' then she was asking if i was going to the celebration.then she replied 'yah, kiawei and shan oso' then i said 'orh, so you are?' then she replied 'yah, we going home alr.' then i asked, 'my question is,who are you' then oni she reply 'suying' then i told her i was asking her that the past few msges. then she tell me she tot i asking her 'are you (going)?' stupid girl. LOL

and i keep saying stupid girl ever since the day mr issac brought girlgirl to school.. cause they keep saying 'stupid girl' to the dog, when she did something wrong. LOL.

people always say, you'll only know how precious something is when they finally leave and never come back. i got that once, when it hit me closer to home as my grandma passed away. i was young then, i never learnt before how to comprehend it. so the pain was left there, people think that im still young and i dont know anything. but i knew, what it was like. she stayed with me 24hrs each day. from waking me up and tie my hair, to cooking my meals. thats how much i miss her.

this second time i experience it, really does hit me. its now, that someone i really consider family, is leaving. our daddy Aw. leaving for the better, or leaving for the worst? i dont know. but i would like to think that, he also does not want to leave this volleyball family. i never thought that i could treat someone, a teacher, like a father or rather brother, in such a short period of time. just this shortshort 5 months and u left the whole vb team feeling a whole lot for you. i wonder how you did that. haha.. but nevertheless, we or rather i, really treated you like someone dear to my heart. cause, sad to say for me, i only realised how much you put in for this team during the campfire. it just hits my head, all the memories came flooding back on what you did for the team that unnecessary for you.

like spending time with us after training hours and days when there weren't training, to dig with us. and like not rushing back home when u weren't feeling well, to seek medical treatment. and from u missing ur medical appointment. someone like me, who is really interested in medical stuff, knows that it can be serious if u miss one of ur appointments at the HOSPITAL if it was something big. but yet u still did it anyway. there was still mrs chong if u have to go, but u stayed to train us anyway.  u didnt have to treat some of us lunch after the sembawang match, because we lost. if we won, it might have seemed reasonable. but we didnt.. then there was times when u took out the money from ur own pocket to treat us, to buy stuff for us. and tht dvd, im sure it wasnt from the vb fund? like times when u did not have to come at all, to train us like coach but u still did. times like, u didnt have to bring ur friend along, but u still did. in anycase, i knew there were unnecesary sacrifices that you have made, which will be cherished dearly in my heart.

what im inspired the most, is ur passion for volleyball. it really led some of us to think, someone who isnt familar with the team at first was soso passionate. why cant we be the same.. ask me whats the point of staying? and i'll tell u, volleyball is now considered my family, and my life. why i didnt left volleyball for basketball was partially because of our daddy aw. i saw some kind of hope that the volleyball team may have a chance, cause we have someone very passionate. also because his presence had left me with this warmth that glued the team so tightly together.

no need for fancy words or any thing else, i just want to thank you for the much efforts to put in, in volleyball for the team. and just want to say how much we love you as a big brother in volleyball. thank you soso much. know that we really do cherish you, alot alot.the thought of u leaving had really brought many of us to tears. that campfire night, many of us cried im sure. cause we really cannot bear the thought of u leaving. u being in basketball is okay only if u will be staying in CHR permanently, cause we still get to play ball with u. but u going to basketball for the rest of ur CHR days is really unfair for us. why the stupid school management has to be this way?

and yeah, didnt mrs yeo say that she does read our blogs? well now, READ THIS PORTION.
WE DO DEARLY TREASURE OUR MR AW, AND WE DO LIKE HIM ALOT AS OUR VOLLEYBALL TEACHER. why the hell do u have to transfer him to basketball when he only have a few months left in CHR. basketball alr has so many teachers-in-charge. why take away one of our only TWO teachers? wtf is ur problem man? cant u just let him spend the rest of his days in CHR with the volleyball team? so what if we're lousy? it doesnt give u the damn chance, or anyone else the chance to look down on us. because u dont even know how to play this sport, and u dont even know what its like to already bond with the team so well and only having to hear that we are going to be separted. wtffff, even our TIC is leaving. damn u.

hello people.
today i have nothing to do at all. so boring... last week i really thank God for His never ending mercies, that i was able to pull through the busybusy schedule last week cause he gave me the strength and perserverence to do so, and also that i have been enrolled into the class i wanted. :) i also thank God for giving me ample rest this week as training had been cancelled. though i'll be bored like mad. but its still a good thing as i let my body rest. next week onwards will be hell again. 6 days not at home at all. 2 consecutive camps. and a class bbq right after that, and i heard we're gona ton all night. oh well, i should just take this week as a blessing :)

 sorry readers for not blogging for so long.. but yeah, these few days have been busy with GB stuff for this friday's open house. everyday go back school :(
and yeah, on the FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH, we're having our streaming results too.. i had a bad feeling long time ago, not because of the supersticion (however its spelt).
anw, tmr's some councillor thingy i have to attend.. kinda sian.
my holiday isnt like a holiday at all.. or as mrs yeo puts it, my break isnt a break at all... sheesh.. hahah

3moredays:(

hello readers.
im glad suying is fine right now (:
anw, today went out to collect passport and went for check up. hm, doctor says im fine for now. but actually i just didnt tell her that it hurts a tiny weeny little bit. hee! so now dont need go back until i make an appointment with her on my own. anw, after that went to novena the steamboat place for dinner with mum! eat until want to vomit.. cause is buffet style. after that headed back home to my favourite hairdresser to cut my hair.. now so short... hahah.
tmr's camp! miss mw people ^^v

ONE more week to streaming results.
ONE  more month to special darlings, audrey and shanshan 's birthday.
thirtyONE more days to lahu trip.
ONE more day to something.

anw, today had to meet up with the sec2s to do the GB oritentation thing. my thumb still feels reallyreally sore from yesterday's game.. either i fractured it or i sprained it. i seriously dont know, damn painful luh. cannot do anything much at all.. but anws, i was kinda happy with how i edited the collage of the TIC and officers the photo, but then ms leow and mdm foon didnt like it ): i bet ms zeng and ms eleora wouldnt eitherrrr... sheesh.. sigh, nvmmmmm.. ms leow wined like a lil kid today when i showed her the photo of her and mdm foon while she was in GB officer's uniform. hahah. so funny...

anw, yangkeng's really an idiot. i dont know him but i know he's such an idiot. two timer, not tiong xim, get girlf oni dump.  wth, my friend love him so much. then he break with her for some other girl which he just knew. somemore he claim that this girl understands him better than my friend,his girlf. how incredible man! i didnt know that someone would understand him/herself more than their own girl/boyfriends. incredible.. anw, what i want to say is, he's an ass for treating her like this.

anwanw, PLEASE not let my thumb injury be a fractureeee! and, let my other thumb heal faster!!