Be Enamored Of.
 
enrollment is finally over! i was praying so so hard that my fever wouldnt come back and God answered it :) yay. hm, anw was kinda short this year. cause mrs yeo(guest of honor) isnt those type that likes to be late. everything of hers also must punctual punctual. hahah.. 
anw, God really did answer alot of my prayers recently, and i really thank Him for that. hahah. okay, off to finish hw.
 
hi, im dang bored now.. could've slept longer but now i cannot. kuku ahma suddenly change the timing. anw, later going to celebrate shimin's birthday. and weee, i think im gona go the freeze flash mob. :)
post later. buhbye. im gna find sth to do.


p/s : i hate studying more than ever. results came back quite okay.. but holidays can never mix with homework. it just sucks. now i cant finish most of the hw before the hols end. damn i haven finish those in asknlearn. -'-
 
i had an awesome day (fullstop).

okay i did that to try and piss someone off. hahah. and that someone is watching me as i type this. :)
i spent the whole morning doing nth. camp was great! watched the first episode of gossipgirl, quite nice. then went out with the awesome someone to watch 'being human'. it was quite okay luh. funny at some parts, touching at another. then went soulgarden for dinner. the silly boy didnt let me pay, and u promised it was the last okay! then now ended up in his house. not letting him watch me as i type, so i made him not look. hahah.
 
boy says im always posting sad posts or emo posts. so im going to post a happier one today :)


i went church today. aunt was kinda fed up cause we made her wait at the carpark for a while. bought a cake ytd from fourleaves to celebrate joy's birthday which was on friday :) 
then went for lunch at city square mall with sarah joelynn michelle nicole and marissa. had subway (eat fresh!) for lunch. thn walked around for awhile and headed back to the north area to go pig's house. took quite awhile and i finally reached. then took 912, suppose to stop at 888. then i missed that stop and dropped off at the nest one and walked back. little did i know that pig's house was actually opposite the stop that i had dropped off. LOL. finally reached, got alot of malays got married today.
teh papa, nephew yeo and big-headed maid(?). why maid cause he says im his da jie, as in the authority-above-him kinda thing. LOL! wanted to do math, but dno how to do. damn sian. studied some goeg and watch teh papa and maid play soccer. didnt know that can actually download apps that pig alr paid for his ipod, into my ipod. hahah. neways, headed home during evening time.
went out with mum dad and bro to teachers' union for dinner. then homed. the end. :)


post happy enough? :P
 
you know how sometimes i wish i could just drop dead? like just die on the spot. this way no worries no nothing.. i just dont understand why other people can cope so well.. why my classmates can finish ALL hw, and still sleep early? like i dont understand what the fuck is wrong man. i just hate life rght now....
 
sigh, so many tests and whatnots. tmr's bio and chinese. monday's emath. tuesday's geog and physics. like wtf, geog and physics? how to rmb everything man :( fk..
ran today, and felt totally nauseous when i came back. plus my knee hurts like idk wht after i came back. like wtf, have i gone so damn fking weak that even just a run caused this shit. lol..
im so going to run again tmr, if i have the time.. i dont want to be this weak man. 
fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk, i hate life now...
 
you know how much i wish for time to stop right now? even if its just a moment.. i just want time to stop, so that i can breathe... and catch up on my stupid undone work, and whatever i dont get. you know i would just kill for that to happen? which fker can build a time machine man. it seriously sucks. i hate life.
 
hi readers.
had church today. i woke up at 5 this morning and sat around aimlessly. then i decided to take a shower and wait for my aunt's call while i watch my grey's anatomy.
then she called twice and i didnt know. blahblahblah, i was in church. lifegroup talked about creation. service talked about confessions. then went for lunch monkey sarah sim again. was fun. 
went down to meet amelia ellenca zixuan kenny bingqing and gabriel. headed down to city hall and met elaine. had a damn good time with them at marina square, i got electrocuted by some machine. cause they were trying to catch toys, then i leaned on a machine and got electrocuted... now it feels like im in p6, just had my injection. hahah. kenny also kena.
anw, ate yuki yaki. and laughed like mad alot of times. ellenca was offically named tissue. cause every table she goes, there's bound to be lots and lots of tissue used. LOL.. then walked around marina square, and i swear im going to save money and buy an acoustic guitar for myself. i want something like lionel's!! maybe can get my bro share half the price with me, then can share the guitar. hahahah.. 
headed home after that. i loved today, generally. :)
 
hi people.
i've been quite irritated and whatever about an incident involving accusing and indirect name calling that results in my mum almost stepping in to call the school. but anw, whatever.. i just know that now, the person's an idiot.

anw, ponder upon this word 'change'.
i've been thinking about it for quite some time. until i saw, or rather, read something. made me think even more..
change, what caused it? idk. made me different, definately. to change for the better, or to change for the worst. i guest it might have been negative results. what is the difference in me from the present and the past?. idk. do i want to be the person in the past? yeah i guess, since i might have been a better person. i really wonder, what changed me, and i really cannot think. reflecting back, now i know how much different i was from now. i want to be back the time when i actually knew how to be happy. isnt being happy a very simple task? well, i guess it has been getting more and more challenging each day for me. 

anw, i thank that person who wrote that, it really made me think and reflect on the past 2 years of my secondary
 
hi readers.
cny was not too bad. though im not really in the cny mood. hahah. anw, went the usual visiting places. heng i won some money overall-ly in blackjack and inbetween at different houses. and i think tchers are rubbish to give hw on cny. like who will be able to finish it? LOL
amath is officially and always will be killing me. 10Qs oni and i cant solve. how great. had to bother mr marctan. LOL
super-long is becoming more of my nickname widely used other than jadie. LOL. just dont add the extra word infront(note to shimin and gang).
nothing much, just hope i can cope. thats my cny wish, if there is such a thing.